salam~

assalamualaikum~ been very long since i write in my blog, many thing happened, and im expecting more to happen~~ :) ):~

currently im studying in UiTM shah alam~ continuing my Graphic course...well its a bit tougher than diploma where we have to do more research than designing~ dont realy like dat..haha...

well im just updating this for myself~ to remember certain things in my life~ who knows i may got amnesia or sumthing one day....

well im in 3rd semester, got a lot of specis in my class, haha.. i had to seperate from my old class mate and it kinda sucks, but my new class mate are kinda cool, we get along and kinda tolerate and cooperate.. but some major problems came when we had to be in group that was made by the lect, ai ai... well my 1st group went well, now im working on my 2nd group...tomoro is the presentation for an e-book assignment, im doing an e-book about fire extinguisher..ill post the pics maybe tomorro~ ill try to write if im not buzy~ or i dun have the mood to do my work~

orait~ my mood is coming~ got to go~ ill maybe write later... good evening everyone!!!! i hope everyone is happy~~ :D ill definetely try to be~ :D

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apakah yang engkau cari
tak kau temukan dihatiku
apakah yang inginkan
tak dapat lagi ku penuhi
begitulah aku, pahamilah aku

mungkin aku tidaklah sempurna
tetapi hatiku, memilikimu sepanjang umur ku
mungkin, aku tak bisa memiliki, dirimu seumur hidupku...

samsons-tak bisa memiliki

jobs~~

I'm doing freelance since i haven't continue my studies..
well its doing very well...i even get to share it with some of my friends...
giving them opportunity to try photography for an event...
it was fun.. n i got the right price for it.. well with my talent and camera..i was enough...
and editing pictures..making brochures...leaflet..pamplets..cards..and many more..
its amazing how much job i can get if i really search for them..
im planning to make tshirt designs.. and sell them..just waiting for the right time..
i was planning to do it with someone but i guess its impossible now..huhu..
anyone reading this interested plz let me know..
im sure i could make u satisfied..

o yeah.. i applied for UiTM shah alam.. for a degree in Graphic design... i hope ill be accepted there.. n if its possible..i wanna go overseas... i hope to make changes in malaysian graphics and make some trademarks for malaysia...heee..
but living as a graphic designer.. u will be seperated from social life..well im not really into social life at all..but im not some guy that only like to sit one place...
i wanna travel many places carrying my D40x camera...
ill upload some pics in a place..
thinking can bring us to many things...

ill write some more...
tngok intan jap..

living my life back

hai~~
who ever is reading...
dont know y im writing this..
but im startin my live the way it was suppost to b..
i was in love with this person, well i didnt wanna at that moment..
but it happen..and i was so in love with her..
well i think its history already...
im not sure wat happen..but i dun wanna cry bout it...not worth it..
mayb ill try to get it back..but not for now...
so im trying to get to my suppost to be life..
and im getting many jobs rite now..
so i dun realy have time to think fully bout it..sorry la yea..
but when i start to think...its not realy good at al..heh..
so..i hope ill b a lot better in life...
hopely ill stay friends with het..coz i cant hate her at all...
tahape kan?
dah..tu je la nk tulis..
xnk pike2 sgt da.
so...yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh..
life must go on~~
:)

ramadhan n syawal designs

this are the designs i made to enter a competition it a forum.. the results should be announced this wednesday... wish me luck~~

and feel free to have the design if u like em'...

selamat menyambut ramadhan & syawal ( the theme)

o yeah~ feel free to comment.. im still working on designs...

ramadhan~~

assalamualaikum n happy fasting~~ heh..selamat berpose...
i once meet a person in my home town that doesnt speak malay n also does not realy know english.. and there was a majlis berbuka puasa at the surau.. so i wanted to welcome him so i said theres a fast breaking at the surau...i thought he would understand but he showd a weird face..hehe..fast break.. is there other word for berbuka? opening? thats membuka right? well so on with that~
ramadhan is a very historical month for the muslim where we are also told to do many prayers to god and hold our desire on many things.. i heard a ceramah about ramadhan yesterday, well i didnt came early but i did got a few things in my head... the ustaz giving the ceramah was new i guess, he was a bit nervous but he had sooo many things to talk about, he just cant seem to align them correctly.... well he said that badar war(perang badar) was in ramadhan month and at that time muslims was already told to perform fasting(puasa), it was a very big war which if Nabi Muhammad and his followers lost, islam would not be as strong as it is nowdays...
its amazing how they would protect Islam... even while fasting.. they tied up rocks to their stomach to force their stomach from being hungry... and giving their whole strenght in the war..
that was all to protect Islam.. nowdays Islam isnt being protected like that... some even mock Islam in public and we cant do nothing..is it because of the power of the army? weapons? or is it just because we dont give a damn... i also saw about tanzania if im not wrong, it was 10 years ago.. the christians killed muslim after prayers in the mosque...
they shot everyone who walked ou the mosque... the video was shown in telivision..it was a bit blurry but we could see it...people running out of the mosque...not enough with that..they even entered the mosque with their weapons and kill people, the imam was also captured... all because their was a ceramah that said Jesus is not God.. it was said that Jesus was mocked and they cant stand it... so that was the reason to kill every single person who walked out the mosque... aint that sick?
but now days muslims in tanzania are safe...they even have mosque n church built beside each other...
o yeah..i also hate people that thinks not fasting is cool.. its true... they are proud when they arent fasting... im not sure y this hapen..its like not fasting is something to b proud of...
what culture is this? its happening to a few of my friends.. i hope i wont be like dat even if i was surrounded by those kind of peoples...
ramadhan should be a month to be proud of... we do great diet in this month.. i like that..heh..
the feeling to starve and the smell...its different from other months...
and the 10 last days of ramadhan.. their will be one night that is better than thousand of nights..
which Rasulullah him self was so determined to get it, that ten night he doesnt visit sick people because of it...i heard this in the ceramah.. n in a country(i forgot the name) many muslims brought their bed to the mosque n stayed for the last ten days of ramadhan.. the night before syawal only they will go back home...
but how do we try to get that night? huhu..i dont think im even determined to get it..
sometime i wished i could join the war in the past..but y dont i think i should start the war right now...hmmm
well i hope any one whose reading this will have a pleasant ramadhan...
amin~~

potraits~~

after sitting for hours last monday~
i thought about photography since i cant walk~
i was hopping back then~
i searched for pictures in my laptop~~
still didnt have the right pictures to be shown~
i like to do photo editing before~
since i got my dslr i forgot about that~
and i also looked for my pics to edit~
haha~~i didnt have a photo of me that was nice to be edit~
so~ i tried taking my own pics~
since i have a long tounge~ i wanna do sumtin difrent~~ hahaha~
and last night i saw this show (geme simmons family jewels) the show of the leader of the rock band KISS..
so i made this pic~~haha~~
i like it~~
http://zam2mee.deviantart.com/art/kiss-96054768
and after doin this pic~~
i wanna do more~
eheh~
im workin on two more right now~~
but sometimes it creepes me out if its for real~~
huuuu~~~